Shannon Lilley made what she calls the toughest decision of her life to sell her fabulous 2011 Pan American Games partner Ballingowan Pizazz “Mango” to Michael Pollard. Shannon is an EN guest blogger and she asked to use EN as a way to explain her very tough decision and wish Michael and Mango the best going forward. Here is Shannon’s post, with many thanks to Shannon. Fair warning, get your tissues ready folks.
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Shannon and Mango, photo by Kate Erickson
From Shannon:
They say that tragedies in life build character… Although I believe that to be true, I think that Michael Pollard probably has enough character to spread throughout the state of Georgia after what he endured Memorial Day weekend, losing three of his top horses. In the aftermath of the whole ordeal, I was talking to Michael and he said, “the hardest part of this whole thing is that I didn’t just lose three horses; I lost three of my best friends and family members.” That sentiment played a heart string of mine because now that I am a spectator of the sport and pretty much just groom my horses and feed them treats; they have truly become my best friends.
Michael first asked me if I would consider selling Mango a couple of weeks ago. My first reaction was complete shock but I remembered that sentiment and thought, “who knows when I will be able to ride again or to what capacity, and it would be selfish of me to hold this horse back.” Mango is by far the most amazing horse I have ever had the privilege of riding and I feel very fortunate to have been able to have the short time I did on him. We accomplished great things but he deserves more than me just brushing him and feeding him treats. He deserves to go win big, great things as I, and anyone who has ridden him, believe he can do. I would be holding him back from his potential while I am sidelined if I didn’t let him go.
Michael with Nathalie came out to ride Mango and, as I knew he would, did a fantastic job on the horse. I told myself I would only sell him if I really felt comfortable with the partnership. Michael is a beautiful rider with a great feel, which is why when he rode Mango over the two days, it was seamless.
I can now stand on the sidelines and be Mango’s biggest fan as I have been since we brought him over in 2007 but this time hope to be the biggest cheerleader for Pollard Eventing as Michael and Mango (M&M) win lots of blue ribbons and gold medals. I look forward to the journey. Thank you to all my friends and clients who have been so supportive through the toughest decision I have ever had to make. I am lucky to have you all.
Go M&M!