Rylee Gailey and Dukes Up having a lesson with Joe Meyer on a stunning afternoon at the Ocala Jockey Club. Photo by Jenni Autry.
Hello from the second annual Ocala Jockey Club International Three-Day Event! EN are delighted to return at Erik and Pavla Nygaard’s stunning Ocala Jockey Club Farm in Reddick, Florida to bring you all the action from the CIC3*, CCI2* and CCI1*.
The competition is officially underway following this afternoon’s CCI first horse inspection. All 41 CCI2* horses presented to the ground jury of Jane Hamlin (USA) and Peter Grey (CAN) were accepted.
The holding box grew quite crowded throughout the CCI1* inspection, with Robert Stevenson (USA) and Jo Young (CAN) ultimately accepting all but one horse, Karen Conk’s mount Time For Roses. A total of 92 horses move forward to dressage in the packed CCI1* division.
We saw a striking sunset silhouette the horses during the late afternoon ring familiarization. Fredericks Equestrian is once again sponsoring the Competitors’ Tent for the riders, and the grounds are abuzz with excitement as we prepare to kick off the action with dressage tomorrow.
Dressage starts at 9 a.m. EST tomorrow with the full CCI2* division going tomorrow, followed by the first half of the CCI1* division starting at 9 a.m. EST. CCI1* dressage continues on Friday at 9 a.m. EST, with CIC3* dressage also starting at 9 a.m. Friday. Click here to view ride times for all the divisions.
EQSportsNet will stream CIC3* dressage and the jumping phases for both the CCI2* and CCI1* on Saturday and Sunday. Sign-up for Silver Access for $9.99 per month to watch live and access on-demand footage. Click here to watch the live stream. The broadcast schedule is as follows:
Friday, Nov. 17 – CIC3* dressage starting at 9 a.m. EST
Saturday, Nov, 18th – CIC3* show jumping starting at 1:20 p.m. EST, followed by CCI2* cross country
Sunday, Nov. 19 – CIC3* cross country starting at 1:10 p.m. EST, followed by CCI2* show jumping
Stay tuned for EN’s full preview of the CIC3* field and much more from #OJC3DE. Be sure to follow EquiRatings, the Official Statistics Providers for the event, on Facebook and Twitter to access exclusive analysis and stats during the competition. Go Eventing.
The $100,000 Ocala Jockey Club International Three-Day Event got under way today with the first horse inspection for the CCI* and CCI2* (Jenni will be along soon with a jog report!).
After a successful inaugural year, OJC fast became a fall destination for FEI eventers and with around 170 horses between the CCI*, CCI2* and CIC3* for this year’s edition we are in for another incredible competition.
2016 CCI2* winner Hannah Sue Burnett and Cooley Dream have returned to contest the CIC3* this year. She’s also entered with her longtime partner Harbour Pilot and Strattonstown Lewis in the CCI*.
Let’s look back at Hannah Sue and Cooley Dream’s run around last year’s OJC CCI2* thanks to official videographer RNS Video.
Keep it locked on EN all weekend for coverage. Go eventing.
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Wendy Webster’s W2 Holsteiners in Penngrove, Calif., is home to the stallion Hunter, a son of the prodigious Heraldik whose offspring have won Olympic eventing gold. When the Holstein Verband tried to buy Hunter back for its breeding program in Germany, Wendy declined, believing that the horse could be a game changer for U.S. sport horse breeding. While he has sired several successful three- and four-star horses, top riders continue to automatically default to shopping in Europe for young prospects rather than exploring domestic-bred options, while equestrian governing bodies de-prioritize the role that a thriving breeding program could play in upping the U.S.’s performance on the world stage. Wendy kindly shares her perspective of the system, looking from the inside out.
James Alliston and Happenstance (Hunter X S’Brina, by Ramirado), who recently won the Galway Downs CCI3*. Photo by Shelby Allen.
In the highly popular sitcom Big Bang Theory the female lead character, Penny, an aspiring actress, is convinced if she could just get one part in a movie she would be launched on a career path to stardom. As a sporthorse breeder I also have had the dream that one horse from my program would trigger interest in my horses by event riders from throughout the country.
My First Four-Star Homebred
I nurtured the dream of breeding horses from the time of my first riding lesson at 6 years old until I turned 30 and, while pursuing a career in finance in San Francisco, was able to purchase a small farm in Northern California in 1985. As a teenager in Massachusetts I had owned an Appaloosa who, despite the nasty habit of turning his head to bite the leg of the rider in the saddle, became a winning competitive trail horse, terrific foxhunter, 4-H project and talented jumper. I began my breeding program crossing Thoroughbreds with Appys and evented my breeding stallion through the Preliminary eventing level. One of my horses from this period sold to Jacques Dulcy, member of the French Olympic eventing team that competed in Atlanta.
Local sales were discouraging, however, so I switched to breeding Holsteiners in the early ’90s. I knew little about Holsteiners but studying the history of the breed and its performance success made me a convert. One of the first Holsteiners that I bred from a distance running Thoroughbred mare crossed on a Holsteiner stallion was named Le Samurai.
“Sparky,” as he was known around the barn, competed in Europe at the three-star level with Amy Tryon, finishing 5th at Blair Castle in 2005 (the internationally published results for the event listed Sparky as a “French bred TB” despite the Holsteiner brand on his hip!) His results earned me the title of USEF-PHR Leading Breeder of Event Horses for that year. I attended the USEF convention and heard David O’Connor announce my name as winner of the award. Could this be the turning point for my business? After all David O’Connor sourced event horses — now that he knew my name maybe he would reach out or recommend my breeding program to horse shoppers?
Le Samurai would go on the following year to hold the lead in the Kentucky four-star before a catastrophic injury ended his life at the last cross country fence.
Hunter Comes Stateside
In my pursuit of better breeding stock I traveled to Germany 20 times in the course of 16 years. In 2001 I purchased a 2-year-old stallion, sired by the TB Heraldik out of a Holsteiner mare with blood of Alme and Ladykiller (TB), by the name of Hunter at the annual Holsteiner stallion approvals.
Hunter as a 2-and-a-half year-old in Germany. Photo courtesy of Wendy Webster.
Hunter as a 5-year-old in California. Photo courtesy of Wendy Webster.
Heraldik had been brought to Germany several years earlier from the Czech Republic where he had been a Grand Prix jumper. While many German breeders applauded Heraldik’s type, gaits and performance, a relative few used him for breeding, waiting to see what he produced for others. What he produced became legendary — at the Hong Kong Olympics in 2008, the gold medal winning German eventing team included the two Heraldik sons FRH Butts Abraxxas, ridden by Ingrid Klimke, and FRH Butts Leon, ridden by Andreas Dibowski.
Ingrid Klimke and FRH Butts Abraxxas at the 2010 World Equestrian Games in Kentucky. Photo by Leslie Threlkeld.
Andreas Dibowski and FRH Butts Leon at Aachen 2013. Photo by Jenni Autry.
Sadly Heraldik himself had passed away some years earlier but his offspring proved indomitable in eventing. As a sire Heraldik is named in the top five eventing sires worldwide for a record 13 consecutive years by the World Breeding Federation for Sport Horses. Given the relatively few stallion sons of Heraldik in existence, the Holsteiner Verband expressed interest in getting Hunter back for its breeding program in Germany. It was a hard decision but in the end Hunter stayed in the USA with great hopes that he would lead to a surge in the production of top level eventers here. Was this going to be the catalyst to put Hunter’s offspring in great demand?
Winning Progeny
I had also selected a number of young mares to add to my broodmare band on my German trips. One 2-year-old that I purchased I named Lady Calido. I trained her as a jumper and had several foals out of her before she sold to Robyn Fisher at age 8. Robyn started eventing the mare shortly after purchase and she went on to be Preliminary Horse of the Year, Intermediate Horse of the Year and a three-star winner. Maybe this was the horse to bring me new clients?
Another mare from my breeding program, through an odd set of circumstances, ended up in Boyd Martin’s barn. He completed 21 events with Charla through the Intermediate level with zero jumping faults. Was this the horse to put me on the radar of riders? Sadly, just before her two-star debut she perished in the Pennsylvania barn fire.
In 2014 the Hunter son High Times made his debut at the four-star level in Kentucky after learning the sport over the years with Jenn McFall in California. They completed the weekend in 36th and returned in 2017 to complete again, this time in 24th place with one of the few clear rounds in show jumping.
Jen and High Times at Rolex 2014. Photo by Jenni Autry.
Another Hunter son is the three-star winner Happenstance. He came up the levels in California with Matt Brown and completed several three-star events on the East Coast including a 4th at Fair Hill and 5th place at Jersey Fresh in 2015. Now ridden by Brit James Alliston back in California, the horse has won his last three events: Twin Rivers Advanced, Woodside International CIC3* and the Galway Downs CCI3*. Is this the horse who will lead riders to desiring Hunter offspring?
James Alliston and Happenstance at Galway Downs 2017. Photo by Shelby Allen.
In 2015 based on the results of his offspring competing in the FEI levels, Hunter was ranked in the top 100 Eventing Sires in the world by the WBFSH. He was the only warmblood stallion based in North America to make the list.
Connecting Top Prospects with Top Riders
The above horses, with the exception of Lady Calido, all came to their successful partnerships through somewhat circuitous routes. In the case of Happenstance, I ended up boarding him with a neighbor when he was 2-years-old after the pasture he had been living in was sold. The neighbor became enamored with his compliant disposition and purchased him. Later when he was started under saddle, he began his eventing career with
Kelly Prather, a talented rider who was based only a few miles from Hap’s home. After Kelly left the area, a chance meeting at a local pizza parlor with Matt Brown led to him taking up the reins on Hap.
Recently I contacted five West Coast eventing trainers about forming a partnership in a 7-year-old that I bred, a full brother to High Times. Four of them had no interest; in fact, one trainer told me she would not look at a 7-year-old who was not going at the Preliminary level at least. As a breeder I am more concerned about allowing my youngsters to grow up and mature mentally, not pushing them in competition before their bodies and minds are ready. Since I have created them I feel a responsibility to watch out for their welfare just like a parent does with a child. A sound, happy horse can continue to compete well into its teens; however a “broken” horse will have few options for its future.
A Broken Record-Keeping System
Back in the mid-’90s the Jockey Club developed a plan to track the sport results of Thoroughbreds after their racing days were over as well as horses that were at least half-Thoroughbred. They called it the Performance Horse Registry, and as a member of the Holsteiner Horse Association Board of Directors I remember we had several long discussions about supporting the endeavor as we were keen to start the process of recording which horses bred in the USA were consistently successful. After some years the PHR was handed over to the USEF to manage. Sadly, the USEF announced this year that they are dropping the program altogether after it never really got off the ground. So in 20 years we, as U.S. breeders, are still at a point of not knowing the success rate of what we produce or which breeders are consistently hitting the mark.
While the USEF tracks some results in equestrian sport their system has flaws. Take for example the German National Federation system, which assigns a Life Number to a horse when it begins to show. Every single result from competition in Germany for that horse is recorded regardless of who rides the horse or who owns it. The USEF requires the owner of the horse to be changed/recorded each time the horse is sold in order for horse’s results to be kept. There are owners who really do not care about the points the horse may be earning and never bother to file a change form. I have personally spent hours tracking down owners and begging them to record the current ownership so that results will be tallied. All the information on horses who have incomplete paperwork is lost.
Looking in the Wrong Direction for Top Talent
If riders do not have the facts on which U.S. horses are genetically favored to go to the top of the sport it seems they will continue to do their shopping elsewhere. This situation presents a conundrum already pointed out by a number of top U.S. equestrians. The Europeans are not going to sell us their best horses. The horses that are sold to the U.S. can prove to be very unsuitable once they arrive stateside. The California eventing community is thriving and there are those who venture to the UK on a regular basis to procure equines. I have heard of four horses who arrived in the last two years who have serious health or temperament issues and have not been suitable for the purpose initially purchased. Very sad to think about all this disappointment when there are talented, reasonably priced sporthorses with proven genetics available from U.S. breeders.
So, as the sitcom Big Bang Theory winds down its production, will Penny finally get her movie deal? Only time will tell.
See a penny, pick it up. All day long, you’ll have good luck!
I’d be willing to bet that most folks have heard this old adage or some variation of it. I have a very clear memory of my mom stooping down in the grocery store parking lot and retrieving a worn penny off the asphalt, then handing it to my 8-year-old self and reciting the saying. It’s always stuck with me, and to this day I still occasionally duck down to pick up a lone coin off the sidewalk. (I must admit though, the higher the denomination, the more likely I am to expend the effort to collect it — horses gotta eat, you know.)
This week, these three OTTBs with penny-colored coats caught my eye. You may very well be one lucky person if you pick one of them up!
You Tarzan, me a fan of this horse’s build! He’s had a moderately successful racing career, with over $50,000 in winnings in 37 starts, but it’s time for him to move on to a second career. Someone’s needs to put that nice hind end and shoulder to use and get him in training as a sporthorse. He’s reported to be sound and with no vices. His owner is fond of his sensibility and is sad to see him retire!
Mr. Awesome Act sadly did not make such an awesome race horse, but that doesn’t mean he can’t make a terrific event prospect for someone out there! He’s been deemed not competitive enough keep over the winter to race again next season, so his owners are retiring him sound. His connections report that he’s a true gentleman to handle and work around.
“Emma” came off the track earlier this year and has already had several months of let down before being restarted under saddle. She may be a chestnut mare, but her trainers say she’s as sweet and uncomplicated as they come. Emma is already working under saddle on the flat and over fences and even placed second in her very first show this summer!
We are in for a treat this weekend with the Ocala Jockey Club hosting their second annual International Three-Day Event. Course Builder Tyson Rementer shared this photo of what he calls “Arts & Crafts at #OJC2017.” I can’t wait to see what else he has in store. Our own Jenni Autry will bring it to you live, so keep checking back to EN this week for all the top stories.
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The year’s final four-star is on the horizon this weekend as Adelaide celebrates 20 years of their CCI4*. 21 Competitors are gaming for the win, including 2016 winners Hazel Shannon and WallingPark Clifford who would be the event’s first ever back to back victors. Another big contender is Clarke JohnStone with Balmoral Sensation who have the best average dressage scores of the bunch. [Notes from Down Under – The Adelaide CCI4* Preview]
Kai Pai Kiwi lives up to her name, which is an expression meaning everything is ok. She exemplified this at a Pony Club competition when her 16-year-old rider Jordan Shrimpton came unseated and was left hanging below her neck. Jordan managed to pull the mare up with the sound of her voice before pulling herself back on to manage the save of the day and finish their cross country course without any time penalties. She recalled, “What Thoroughbred would stop, facing the truck park where 17 of her friends were tied, while her rider clambered all over her after galloping a whole cross-country course?” [From The Magazine: Everything Is Ka Pai For Shrimpton]
“If eventers could rearrange the alphabet, they would put OTTB and I together.” True! Thoroughbreds remain a tried and true competitor of our sport. When looking for your next OTTB, you’ve got to know what desirable features to search for. Mackenna Shea starts by evaluating conformation especially of the back, pasterns and hooves. Temperament is important too, so if evaluating off site, watch for tail swishing or ear pinning may be a red flag via video. [OTTB Critique Presented by Athletux: California Girl]
SmartPak Product of the Day: Temperatures are dropping for most parts of the country, which means it’s time to make sure you’ve got all your winter gear in check. A fleece cooler can be a helpful addition to your horses wardrobe to be used to help them maintain temperature while drying or as an additional blanket liner on especially cold nights [SmartPak]
Agility dogs and show jumpers have a lot in common: quick-footed, precise and dead fast. Their shared skills are a perfect pairing, and each year they join forces in a KP-Equine Relay at The Royal Agricultural Winter Fair. The race pairs a show jumper with an agility dog aiming to have the lowest combined time over their respective courses.
The pups are clearly just as driven and focused as their equine counterparts, and their enthusiasm makes the relay-style race is thrilling from start to finish. Winners were a Border Collie named Zero and an 8-year-old Dutch Warmblood named Entano, piloted by Daniel Bluman.
I’m thinking we could make some sort of K9-Equine Eventer competition as well – these dogs could clearly handle some cross country!
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Yesterday at around sunset about four cars came careening into the parking lot of the farm where I board my pony, all of us girls with day jobs racing to squeeze in a few minutes of ride time before it got dark. I swear one of them, Kathryn Greenfield, had a leg out the door before her car was even stopped. It was full-on nighttime by the time we got off our horses. Short winter days are bad enough without making them shorter with daylight savings … can we please just keep it “spring forward” year-round?
Which brings us to this week’s “Let’s Discuss” question: How do YOU deal with daylight savings? From rearranging your schedule to DIY solutions to working in the dark (see Kate’s Instagram photo above), let the idea swapping begin in the comments section below!
The Rambo Cozy Fleece looks and feels stunning on any horse. Photo by Kate Samuels.
Brrr, it’s getting cold in here! With freshly clipped horses abounding, it’s time to dig out the warm and toasty rugs for the incoming winter weather. Most of our horses are still in full work, which means they’re now naked and getting baths after sweating from their workouts. This is where the Horseware Ireland Rambo Cozy Fleece comes in, and you’ll never want for another winter fleece again.
If ever there was an aptly named blanket, this is the one. Let me tell you, cozy doesn’t even begin to describe the texture of this blanket. I want to steal it from my horse and wrap up in it myself! It is literally the most snuggly. The Rambo Cozy Fleece is made from high quality double bonded, anti-pilling fleece and features a stylish and snug padded collar to keep in the warmth.
This blanket is perfect for when you’ve finished your ride and it’s just too chilly for a light irish knit to do the job. It is warm and cozy, but it’s not overbearing and heavy. It’s great for using both in the barn, or in the trailer traveling to a show or a lesson. Because of the special anti-pill material, you also don’t have to worry about this fleece falling apart on you, or turning into a strange surface over time.
The Rambo Cozy Fleece features the classic cut and design that we all know and love from Horseware, and includes double front closures and cross surcingles to keep it well fitted and properly adjusted for movement around the stall.
I also admit that I really love the royal blue color, as it tends to look handsome on almost all colors of horses, and the detailing of the checkerboard pattern on the inside gives it an extra pop.
The rolled neckpiece on this blanket is also really wonderful, as it keeps the warmth in and goes a little further up the neck than most coolers. This is a wonderful feature for horses with big shoulders like mine, because he always falls prey to the dreaded slip back with lower cut blankets, leaving his chest open and exposed to the clasps in the front.
I love this blanket, and highly recommend it without reservations. It’s also on sale right now for $179 through Horseware Ireland, but can also be found at many of your local tack stores.
You’ve got problems … we’ve got solutions. Or, at the very least, we have a harebrained idea and some duct tape. Here are a few of the best examples of eventing DIY-itude we’ve seen of late!
Katherine McDonough and Red. Photo by Xpress Foto.
When I saw my pictures from cross country at Jump Start in September, I knew I had to buy them. There was a series of shots of Red and me approaching and going through the water that just cracked me up. My face, y’all. It was hilarious. They chronicled a series of emotions that spanned only four or five seconds but were six months in the making. As time passed, and I pulled up the pictures to look at them again, I realized how much they really represented. They were the turning point in a tough six-month journey of getting myself back to competition.
Katherine McDonough and Red. Photo by Xpress Foto.
Katherine McDonough and Red. Photo by Xpress Foto.
Katherine McDonough and Red. Photo by Xpress Foto.
Katherine McDonough and Red. Photo by Xpress Foto.
Katherine McDonough and Red. Photo by Xpress Foto.
Katherine McDonough and Red. Photo by Xpress Foto.
Katherine McDonough and Red. Photo by Xpress Foto.
Katherine McDonough and Red. Photo by Xpress Foto.
Katherine McDonough and Red. Photo by Xpress Foto.
Katherine McDonough and Red. Photo by Xpress Foto.
Katherine McDonough and Red. Photo by Xpress Foto.
Katherine McDonough and Red. Photo by Xpress Foto.
Allow me to explain my face in those pictures. I was in the lead heading into cross country, the final phase of the weekend, and I had walked the course my standard three times. I had my plan As and plan Bs. I was worried about the approach to fence four and my very first open oxer at #10, but other than that, I surprisingly felt OK.
As I was warming up, my coach Erika Adams, leader of the Road Less Traveled Event Team, joined me after doing some recon work and matter-of-factly said, “OK. The water seems to be a problem.” I didn’t really understand what she could be talking about. The water complex was almost at the end of the course and seemed pretty benign. You canter in, canter out, and have a nice log stack about three strides out. What’s the big deal?
At this point, I began to pay attention to the announcer, and word started to spread through the warm-up. Sure enough, Erika was right. Many horses, from seasoned veterans to green beans, were having trouble there. My fellow riders and I started talking with each other asking which route they were taking — Are you going in front of the Training log or around it? — and catching riders as they came off course: Did you make it through the water? Which route in did you take? This entry point, that entry point — it didn’t seem to matter. For whatever reason, on that day, that water was scary.
Now, Red is a seasoned guy. He knows cross country and has never been funny about water. But this was the new water at the Kentucky Horse Park, and he had honestly never seen it. And while Red is completely genuine, and I trust him, he’s got a spook in him. I couldn’t take anything for granted. I was in the pressure spot. It was mine to lose.
I was not expecting to feel such a competitive rush as I headed to the start box. I went into the weekend with a very philosophical view — I simply wanted to complete the event. Finish with a score. You see, in March I had a very bad fall. The kind you dread. I had just gotten on and was walking around the arena on the buckle, talking to Erika and my friend Mary Hollis when we went to walk over a pole. The sun on that crisp early spring evening cast a perfectly black shadow on the backside of the pole, and all I can think is that poor Red thought it was a ditch. From a standstill, he leapt over it so high that Erika thought I had walked up to the vertical next to it and jumped it. I wasn’t the least bit prepared for such a move; I was catapulted, did my best impression of a lawn dart, and landed head first. Hard.
The days that followed included several doctor visits, lots of x-rays, a CT scan, diagnoses of a severe concussion and vertebrae contusion, and very worried parents. I spent nearly a week in bed, had a headache for six weeks, and acute pain for nearly as long. I kissed the helmet I was wearing when I fell, whispered a “thank you” to Charles Owen, and tossed it out. But it would be months before I bought a new one.
My blessed helmet. Photo by Katherine McDonough.
I opened another article that I wrote for EN with “I am your amateur’s amateur.” I compete at the lower levels with my one perfect chestnut unicorn. This sport is supposed to be fun for me, an outlet, a challenge, and bring joy. But suddenly, when my nose rubbed close to the worst-case scenario, I found myself reassessing. My fall didn’t happen because I was doing something extra risky or irresponsible. We simply walked over a pole like we’d done hundreds of times before, and Red just misunderstood. I began wondering if I could get back on.
Fortunately, I am surrounded by incredibly supportive people. Friends kept Red in work and checked on me frequently, telling me to listen to my body (I’m looking at you, Linda). I sobbed when I told Erika that I wasn’t sure I could get back on. And if I could, if I wanted to. She told me it was OK to be feeling that way. No one ever told me to just “get over it.” Everyone around me knew that I was genuinely having a hard time. Erika told me, “If all you do one day is put on your boots, tack up Red, and hand walk him around the arena, why that’s a huge win. Just take your time.”
Erin Liedle riding Red for me when I wasn’t ready yet. She threatened to steal him after this. Photo by Katherine McDonough.
I spent a lot of time grooming Red and watching friends ride him. As time passed, I began to think I could get back on. Not jump again, but get back on. I shook as I finally tacked Red up and led him to the arena several months after the accident. I cried tears of relief when I sat astride Red as Erika had one hand on my boot and one hand on the reins. I smiled as she led us around the arena. And step by step, I asked her to let go.
Beginner Novice at Jump Start became the soft goal — something to work toward, but not obligatory if I didn’t feel ready. Trotting led to cantering. Walking over poles slowly grew into cantering cavalettis. Before I knew it, I was jumping small courses again, Erika always making sure I wasn’t too uncomfortable. She was like the parent who helps you learn to ride your bike without training wheels — holding on and keeping you steady until suddenly, you realize you’re doing it on your own. I progressed from lessons, to a dressage show, to Starter at River Glen. Jump Start was going to be the show where I put it all together and faced my fears.
My first cross country school after the accident. Photo by Kathy Pate.
So, I meant what I said that I just wanted to finish. I am a super competitive person, and even though there was a part of me that shouted, Pfft! That’s garbage! You totally want to win!, I genuinely just wanted to get back out there; get through the finish flags on the last day and not only make sure I was OK, but remember why I fell in love with this sport to begin with. Emotions were running high.
So, there I was. Circling the start box, talking to Red and to myself. An odd calm came over me as they counted me down. For reasons I can’t quite explain, that water suddenly represented everything I had been through in the last six months — something that should be so normal causing so much trouble. I felt that if we could get through that water, that weirdly bogey water, we could do it — I could find my joy again. For a moment, I felt conflicted. Because as much as I wanted to just finish the weekend no matter where I placed, when I found myself in the lead, I also wanted to win. This wasn’t part of the plan! Don’t do something stupid trying to win and mess up six months of work getting back to this point!
When I was sent out of the box, the task at hand clicked back into focus. And as the jumps appeared and disappeared between Red’s perfect ears, I began to realize something — being on course was healing me. I didn’t have the bandwidth out there to think about anything else but Plan A and Plan B and Red and me. With each jump, my smile and “Good boy!” got bigger and louder.
With most of the course behind us, I approached the water. I sat back, gritted my teeth and said aloud, “You get in this water — you get in it!” I know I was saying it to Red, but I think I was also saying it to me. Red leapt into the water and I was overcome with happiness. In that moment right there, when his hooves cracked the surface of the water, it was as though my fears shattered right along with it.
When I cantered through the finish flags, I buried my face in Red’s mane, arms around his neck hugging him. I wanted him to know how grateful I was for him — the most perfect horse for me. When I did decide to get back on months after the fall, Red allowed me to take my time, never wavering, and helped me find my way back. We had a long walk back to the barns through the infield. For a few minutes, it was just us. It was perfect.
I know this sounds as cliché as it gets, but I really would have been happy to just finish. Winning was the icing on the cake at that point. The win didn’t matter to me as much as finding myself out there on course with my partner, surrounded by friends, teammates, my coach, and my folks stalking scores from home. It wasn’t just that they all understood what going through those finish flags meant to me, but that they all helped me get there in one way or another. Yeah, it’s just Beginner Novice; sure, it might not sound like a big deal. But it was an Everest to me at one point. And I managed to scale it.
Red’s blue ribbon! Photo by Katherine McDonough.
And you know what? It would have been OK if I decided to stop riding. And it would have been OK if I only did dressage. But, I did what I felt was right for me at a pace that was right for me. I said no to some things and said yes to others. I had my plan and I just slowly kept at it. Am I the same rider I was before my fall? No. But, I don’t want to be. I haven’t forgotten it, nor do I try to block it out of my mind or pretend it didn’t happen. I remember it so that it can make me a better rider. But I no longer allow it to have control. And, I am able to appreciate that, in some odd way, it has helped me.
In nearly every picture of me from cross country at Jump Start, I am grinning like a kid on a pony running in a field.
Katherine McDonough and Red. Photo by Xpress Foto.